I've decided that edge is no longer for me.
This is not because everyone is doing it, but after a long talk with Matt, he's helped me open my eyes to the problems in the scene. It used to be about self control and doing whats best for yourself, now its about fitting in and being included. I will continue to not drink, smoke, do drugs or get around. These beliefs are too deeply set in myself to change anytime soon.
I'd just like to thank everyone who has helped me along the way, given kind words to keep me in it, but it seems the better path is no longer the better path. The past 2-3 years will never be forgotten, and i look forward to a future with all my friends still by my side, regardless of x's or not.
Thank you.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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you are a true lad, paul. been thinking the same myself over the past few weeks, times have changed quite abit. i made a decision a few nights ago that i would really consider not being edge anymore, i know where your coming from, and no matter whether you are or not, you'll always have my respect. you are a top fucking kid
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