Falling

Just gave in, ive resisted so long. I miss it so much, and i hate it so much. Im paranoid about everything i read, im getting angrier every second. Fucking, sucks.
I miss Gabe, bitch leaves me for Bali, and texts me about how good it is, hating on her at the moment. Enjoying talking to Abbey though, shes pretty nice, and pretty.
Anyway, im getting shat on by work again. Shifts cut when im on, makes it difficult for me and others, store trying to save themself less than half an hours worth of profit by putting everyone under pressure.
I need a car and a license, drive to Bendigo, Frankston etc. where i have friends i want to see and spend time with. Its getting to the point where friends i used to have faith in have just abandoned me. Thank god for ESJC though, tightest set of boys, going to live with them, fuck getting a wife.