Solved

You know what, fuck it:
I'm angry
I'm selfish
I'm arrogant

But at least i can fucking admit it.

More

More war, again victimized by my parents. I make one little comment, and i get in shit, when she talks about me to people at work. Mum takes it out on me because she can give it, but can't take it, Mum knows it but wont say it, Dad openly agrees with it. I'm glad my Dad at least has the balls to stand up for both sides of the stories, and he reasons properly, calm, instead of yelling back at me.
Work was good fucking fun, Quinny is a mad dog, love working with the kid, and Alister, sick dudes. Decent crew tonight, was good fun, then come home to this bullshit, im just going to plan a few things, got work tomorrow morning. Out.

Today

Post work, what a waste of a day. The only productive thing i did was whip up a background for this, which you should give feedback on if you get the chance.
Anybody who actually reads this and has my number, message me. If you dont have my number, ask for it if you think id give you it.

Sick

Sick of so much right now. Leather jackets, fuck off you trendy fucks, everyone claims to have had them before they were cool, but probably didnt wear them until they were cool more like it. Even worse is the vegetarians and vegans that wear them, it defeats the purpose. Even if you do it for health reasons, understand there are moral reasons for it. Even the fake leather jackets, they still present the same message. Im also sick of this faux art scene that goes with it. Every kid thinks they can draw nowadays, and most of it is horrible shit. I can't draw, and i leave it that. Ill stick to photos and computers, thanks.
Continuing, my sister is trash. She talks so much shit behind my back, but won't face up. And my manager is the same, twisting my words to get his way at work. Fucking hypocrites.
I finally got my beanie out of dads ute, messing around with it to get it right again. Alex is at work, so tempted to journey up and visit, really cant wait to see her. And fucking yeah, Angelsea this coming weekend, so keen. This week will be the longest until I get back down to the coast. And hopefully seeing Gabe Thursday will be mad fun. Wednesday I will be in town to see Ali's exhibition, so anybody keen to see me, get in touch.

Hypocrisy

The world, is full of narrow minded fucking hypocrites. At work, i get called angry, because they mess up. I'm told i am rude to people, when they spend their time making new names for me and bitch about people behind their backs. Who's rude, sorry? Worked the last 3 days, got 3 more ahead of me, going to see Ali's exhibition Wednesday, work Thursday, then Angelsea. Cannot wait. I'll just have Alex on my mind all the time though, its basically constant now. I can't wait to see her. I cant remember half the shit i wanted to say today, so if it comes to me, ill get on it.

Quick

Just a few morning thoughts. I hate how people respond to a proper argument with sarcasm and a smile when you try to be serious, its just stupid. They won't admit it, but they know they can't reply seriously, so they take the most irrational words and say them. Please tell me how a talk about vegetarianism ends with 'Suck a dick ;)'
Anybody who can make that link, tell me.

Work

Work sucked tonight, had to train a kid on McKeys again, he wasn't as bad as some though. Rhe was on and off as per usual, talked to Alex a bit more :D
Caused trouble at home, so good. Got my sister in shit, she cried and ran off, love life right now. But i cant do my homework until tomorrow when its due. Yeah, im out of things to write.

Joke

My school is a joke, no arguments possible. Again, Ben, Nick and I got kicked out of class within the first 20 seconds today, because we laughed at the teacher saying he would kick somebody out. Dumb as. Multimedia im so far ahead i may as well not come, Psychology im cruising, and English is just boring as hell.
Nick gave me a lift home, good as trip, blasting to the Red Shore, stopping for solos, amazingly fun time for something so simple.
Work tonight, not keen on it, but need the money for food and Telstra credit. I have a Telstra number for messaging a girl, stupid but totally worth the effort. For the most part im using my Optus number though. Bit bored with who is talking, so get at me if you read this.

Plans

Keen as for holidays, Angelsea with the boys, seeing the dreamiest girl ever, and i'll begin research for my SAT 2 folio. I'll just cruise around town, head out not so far from town, find some spots i can photograph, just an amazing feeling being out on the board.
I want to change my room up a bit, take out the base, leave the mattress, move it around, buy some paint, spend a day painting, heaps keen on this.
Really can't wait for the day after Break Even, even if i cant go, ill get to see the most amazing girl ever.
Psyched on a lot of things, but still got 2 more days of school and 4 shifts of work before we get there, hoping they go by fast.

Beginning

Ive found that writing my thoughts can often be relieving, so i will do it in a way more natural to me. Hopefully i'll stick to this, post often. I want to avoid the bullshit fancy language that people barely understand but use on blogs, ill write how i feel most naturally.